Desire, V

Synthesis:

Needs or wants cannot be manifested correctly due to the inherent NATURE of the symbology behind the terms.

If the universe exists as expereince, then changing needs or wants does not redefine the experience, nor the awareness of the experience.

Needing has a negative draw. Implictly involves “taking” as it’s follow through action.

Wanting is a mixed draw. It implies a lack of a quality within the situation based on need, and since need cannot change expereince….

Desire cannot take.

Desire in and of itself, is the act of creation. just of circumstance, but or perspective.

Desire is not an action, but is a movement INTO.

Crwoley understood thus renamed “Strength” to Lust. In doing so he aknowledged that true strength comes from the ability separate need and want from Desire.

Spare understood this separation in the Alphabet of Desire. In creating a set of circumstances which did not have to do with our embedment in time/space by need. The Alphabet of Desire functions by creating a set of symbols which have to do with creation of a new space rather than changing the one we are in.

Reality functions, at a quantum level, by everyone agreeing on it. Once in place, it cannot be changed. Our emotions and attatchments fix us in time and space. And fear of something, of anything, is the strongest emotion there is. It is primal. It IS.

Workings done what for what we need often fail because they are attatched to the emotion of fear. We are held in place by it. Reality is held in place by it.

Fear holds everything in place because it has the potential to shape the next possibility it’s own. It is entropic by nature. Thus when you throw need into the work, fear follows innateley.

Obsession is the hard-line and irrefutable result of Need as Desire, with the inevitable manifestation of Fear.